A Message to my Queen

I wrote you these words,
And I know that you'll not gone read it.
It's everything in my heart,
And it's for you now to believe it.
Since I knew you everything changed,
All the rules the lows, I knew it.
Nothing become the same,
And it's because I started to feel it.
Something wired painful or sweet,
I tried hard, but even though I can't describe it.
It's like I am not me anymore,
And someone else has got to live it.
Or maybe this the real me,
And I didn't even know about it.
I don't know if you changed me for better,
Or even for worse, honestly I can't feel it.
Life is wonderful when you are a round,
But just when you leave, I just lost it.
I don't know should I stay with you,
And sacrifice everything I wanted it,
Or should I let you go,
And run from the pain, till I meet it.
Answer me my queen…. please,
Coz it's getting harder everyday to live it.

Dream Come True "Sometimes"

I saw you and I loved you.
Even though that I didn't meet you.
You felt my love as I felt yours.
With out any words we fall in blues.
We both know the true but we didn't say it loud.
As we both felt shy just like a child.
Coz it's kind of dream to find a love like this.
The one who just start by only a sparks.
It’s amazing how you can light up my life.
Like a sun shining after along lonely night.
And when I touch you I fell like this is it.
This is what I want and I deserve to die.
It's like not enough as you are always in my brain.
But your fever invasion me even in my dream.

I just come out from killing attempt.
And I didn't have any good friend.
But you were the angel to save me life.
Just when my sky starts to fall down.

And this is my promise that this will never end.
What ever does happen I will be your strength.

to be finished

Formula 1 2008 Calendar

Mar 16 - Melbourne, Australia (K.Raikkonen 07)
Mar 23 - Sepang, Malaysia (F.Alonso 07)
Apr 06 - Sakhir, Bahrain (F.Massa 07)
Apr 27 - Barcelona, Spain (F.Massa 07)
May 11 - Istanbul Park, Turkey (F.Massa 07)
May 25 - Monte Carlo, Monaco (F.Alonso 07)
June 08 - Montreal, Canada (L.Hamilton 07)
June 22 - Magny-Cours, France (K.Raikkonen 07)
July 06 - Silverstone, Great Britain (K.Raikkonen 07)
July 20 - Hockenheim, Germany (M.Schumacher 06)
Aug 03 - Hungaroring, Hungary (L.Hamilton 07)
Aug 24 - Valencia, Europe (new venue)
Sep 07 - Spa-Francorchamps, Belgium (K.Raikkonen 07)
Sep 14 - Monza, Italy (F.Alonso 07)
Sep 28 - Singapore* (new venue)
Oct 12 - Fuji, Japan (L.Hamilton 07)
Oct 19 - Shanghai, China (K.Raikkonen 07)
Nov 02 - Interlagos, Brazil (K.Raikkonen 07)

* night race

Formula 1 2008 Drivers Lineup

Ferrari
01-Kimi Raikkonen (FIN)
02-Felipe Massa (BRA)

BMW Sauber
03-Nick Heidfeld (GER)
04-Robert Kubica (POL)

Renault
05-Fernando Alonso (ESP)
06Nelson Piquet Jr (BRA)

Williams
07-Nico Rosberg (GER)
08-Kazuki Nakajima (JAP)

Red Bull
09-David Coulthard (SCO)
10-Mark Webber (AST)

Toyota
11-Jarno Trulli (ITA)
12-Timo Glock (GER)

Toro Rosso
14-Sebastian Vettel (GER)
15-Sebastien Bourdais (FRA)

Honda
16-Jenson Button (GBR)
17-Rubens Barrichello (BRA)

Super Aguri
18-
19-

Force India
20-
21-

McLaren
22-Lewis Hamilton (GBR)
23-Heikki Kovalainen (FIN)

A GIRL

When A Girl is Quiet,
Millions of Things are Running in Her Mind.

When A Girl is not Arguing,
She is Thinking Deeply.

When A Girl Looks at you With Eyes Full of Questions,
She is Wondering How Long you Will Be Around.

When A Girl Answers "I'm Fine" After A Few Seconds,
She is not at All Fine.

When A Girl Stares at you,
She is Wondering Why you are Lying.

When A Girl Lays on your Chest,
She is Wishing for you to Be Hers Forever.

When A Girl Calls you Everyday,
She is Seeking For your Attention.

When A Girl SMS's you Everyday,
She Wants you to Reply at Least Once.

When A Girl Says I LOVE YOU,
She Means it.

When A Girl Says That She Can't Live Without you,
She Has Made up Her Mind That you are Her Future.

When A Girl Says "I MISS YOU",
No One in This World Can Miss you More Then Her.....

True Friendship

Do you know the relationship between your two eyes?.....

they blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, even though they never see each other (except in mirror).

friendship should be just like this.

it's L.I.F.E

it's life what do u expect it, it's the routen that u can nevert forget it, it's like a tape rolling over and over, it's what make's u feel like a dying rover, it's the sound of tick tuck, it's the reality of u been block, it's the same faces every damn day, it's what people call's sociality, it's fake it's laying and it's pretending, it's a play and the crowd who's acting, it's friends who don't understand friendship, it's familes who lost there relationship, it's money and hate and violence, it's people acting like a virus, it's a captain searching for a land, it's sea swallow everything he can, it's a long search for a mate, it's sacrifices to kept it straight, it's a one chance that u have to find, it's ur future leaking from ur mind, it's L I F and E, it's be or not to be.

Can you be mine

She was part of my life that I didn't knew about, I done everything to find her while she was around, I kept looking for her in the wrong places with perfect guide, And I doubted that she's not even alive, I found many people trying playing her part, But they all couldn't touch my lonely heart, Till a day come's when the live smile to me, Handed me a flower that completed me, In the morning of one seven April, Her sun-shine's on my dying field, That moment where I born again, When our eyes meet and it's all began, I couldn't help my self to hold her tight, I want her to be mine for the rest of our lives, Unfortunately everything was against me to be with her, But nothing will stop me of living this affair, She is everything that I was asking for, That is why that I can't let it go, I came to her and ask her to be mine, And I was afraid of the answer "goodbye", She ask me to get her own time, To think about it even for awhile, I lived for an hours shaking like a leaf, Terrified like I'm falling in endless cliff, Then she answer's me back with her shying voice, "Yes I want u, yes I do".... how can I don't love u.

I'm Always With you

Everything began? a week ago, everything started when, she saw me, she met me, she got me, she owned me, she held me, she loved me, she slaved me, everything changed around me, everything became.....different everything became ....her, then, she's become my mother, she's become my sister, she's become my lover, she's become my twister, she's become my friend, she's become my family, she's become my wife, she's become everything, she's become me, she is the air that I breath, she is the water that I need, she is the moon in my night, she is the mother of my child, she is the sun on my skin, she is the reason for my living, she is the queen of my heart, she is the pupil of the eye, she is the medicine for my pain, she is The light when the darkness fall' in, she is the only thing that I care about, she is the blood in my veinbut, she is far from my vision, she is away from my hand, she is behind the oceans, she is in other land, she is my intoxicant, she is my soul mate, .......if she didn't kill me, she is always around, she is most to be a star, she is all what I know, she is nothing I can do, she is the end of my nightmare, she is my guardian angel, she is the one who kills me

So please don't accuse her because simply I am in love with her.

Hello Everyone

Good morning or good afternoon or good night, when ever you read this, anyway this is me back again, my name is assad or you can call me assado, as you like, born in tripoli the capital of libya, if you don't know it you can check your map, in 1979 the 31st of july to libyan parents.
i traveled to hungary from 1980 to the 1987 with my family where my father was studying, back to libya by the end of 1987, it was great by that time, i was missing my country becouse as you can see i didn't know anything about it, i finish my high school education in 1996, then i got some really hard time in the university i quit for few times for alot of reasons, but i manage at the end to make it and finish as computer engineer, in 2003 i opened my own caffe net with a friend called "The Mole" we didn't make to the 5th month so we close, and got some really big lose in our profit, then i joined afriqyiah airways and i didn't last long as the time and the distance coz me alot of problems so i quit as usually, after that i joined an english and computer institute as supervisor, and i quit again for payment reasons as they use to pay me after 6 months, and really didn'y help me, so at the end joined a bank called bank of commerce and development, as a supervisor again on Western Union section, and here i am still a live "thank god" and still breathing........ this is not my first blog and i am not sure it will be the last as i got bored so fast and i only deleted that easy and start another one so this is a new one and hopefully it will last for some good time.